The Fieldhouse
I was so young when I met you
but even then I should have known
that as hard as you were on me,
you'd be harder to let go
Always had to have you with me
I craved you night and day
And I knew your poison filled me
but it took my pain away
Your hold on me got stronger
I was caught up in your lies
Your history, it should have warned me
but I chose to close my eyes
Well, I tried not to think about you
but you wouldn't let me sleep
You didn't care how you controlled me
or that you were killing me
Quitting you was death defying
It's my life and I want to live
Though I have to try not to dream about you,
I won't forgive
Oh, I had to break my heart to get away
Now I'm free.